Before having our daughter, I was at peace with entirely putting myself aside, and devoting my energy to her needs and care. I packed up all of my paints and brushes - and basically said goodbye to my art. I wasn’t angry or sad. I felt like I had my time, and now I was on the cusp of parenthood, readying myself for an all-encompassing experience.

Buckle up, Meggy.

The first two months of having a newborn were rough. However, I didn’t miss painting. I had no need to be creative. It just - wasn’t a priority.

After a few months, and establishing somewhat of a schedule with Little H, I began to see there was a glimmer of a possibility of painting again. Greatly encouraged by my mom, I began getting some work done here and there during nap times, but the big lessons came while incorporating the baby into my painting sessions.

Here are a few takeaways I feel are worth sharing so far :

Just being in the studio - whether tidying up or prepping some canvases for projects - that’s painting.
Always be ready/happy to implement the “Emergency Exit Plan” no matter where I’m at in the process :)
The baby’s presence brings magic to my artwork - I’m more fearless with her by my side.